Life don't sux that much after all ...:D

When you see someone like Hyun Bin, what is there to complain? Seriously? Except maybe to say he'll never be yours no matter how much you fantasize..err.. adore him.

Being a fan of his, I can't believe that I didn't know that his new drama is out! It goes to show how long I haven't been surfing thru the internet and leeching from drama sites. And today,effortlessly, I FOUND THIS!!http://www.mysoju.com/the-world-that-they-live-in/

Muahahaha..so happieee!! To all my chingus, hmm.. no dinner dates for weeks ya! Don't bother texting me! MUAHAHHAHAHA! Hopefully this drama doesn't disappoint me like snow queen did... even with my eye candy in it, I couldn't finish watching it. Hyun bin *slurpsss*

Life-Sux-But-I'm-Trying-My-Best-To-Deal-With-It

Well I'm sure happy moments come once in a while so life doesn't sux that much but I actually don't feel entirely proud of my "happiest moment" so far. I want something more out of life. Or maybe I will never be satisfied when something better and happier comes along. If I wasn't asked a simple yet meaningful question the other day, I wouldn't have known that I have live such a meaningless life. "What is the happiest moment in your life?". Such a simple question but it bothers me.

AND RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT TODAY THIS WEEK THIS MONTH, LIFE SUX REAL BAD.
I have been told that I will get an early confirmation and in line to get a promotion, so how come I feel like crap? Wait, I know!! BECAUSE I don't want to get an early confirmation and I don't want to be in a managerial level in this company. I want to leave EARLY not give a 2 months notice!!!
AND F**K HR for trying to analyze my characters and all the "observations" that she get based on one phone call! A load full of crap. I'm so mad. I was thinking of giving a real sarcastic reply but I realise I don't need to waste my time on such nonsense. The fact that HR did not even ask for my letter of offer back and didn't realise my offer letter went "missing" after 2 months is pure craziness. They only realise it after the auditors question them and only come asking me do I have a copy of it because her copy went missing. PLEASE LAR.. you didn't even had a copy in the first place cos you never ask for it and I never gave it back .Simple as that. And so I don't really believe all those shit stuff that you try to sell to me cos I ain't buying.

Why do I have such bad luck in finding the right job??

On MC today...and a picture.

My office had a so-called halloween party last friday and everyone was required to wear a costume to work.... and I wore a baseball gal costume.. last minute arrangement so I tried to assemble one from my existing wardrobe . Thank god i got a bat. Don't laugh ..here's the horror... ------------>>>

I wanted to wear something scary to work that day .. that's the whole point of halloween right? Something like from Adam's family ..but I don't appreciate the police stopping me on the way to work ... at least I got a costume..better than my colleagues who wore only hairbands..

I promise to show my friends my pic ...hence this crappy entry ... not feeling well so I won't write much ... till then, take care my friends...especially SY ..rest ur hands ya!!

Demotivated

First of all, thank you to those who told me how nice all those pictures that I took in Krabi. I’m kinda proud about my lil small talent there although there’s some people who dice me when I get all fussy about my pictures. You know who you are right? Hehehe. I seriously got nagged about it. ;((

Anyway, I’m feeling totally demotivated right now. It feels like 4 days in paradise and now back in HELL. The dungeon of darkness. Surrounded by evil presence ready to prey upon unsuspecting creature. Wolves camouflaging as human trying to eat up innocent girl.Witches trying to lure people into eating poisoned apples. Shitty shitty place to be in.

I shall sleep it off and hope for a better tomorrow and lots of passion to get through another day.

Sawadeeka Krabi!

I haven't updated in a while because I was busy with work and plus I didn't have much to write about anyway or rather being lazy. :P. Anyway, I just came back from a vacation and no way am i gonna miss bloggin this.

This is the first time ever that I came back from a holiday spotting bruises and cuts but it was so damn fun! My muscles were screaming a little but it was so worth it! And I spotted JACK SPARROW!!!(remember Johnny Depp in Pirates of the Caribbean?) Yes.. pictures in a short while. The only downside to this holiday was I got sooooooooo dark and it's not those tan-golden-like colour. I have slapped on so much sunscreen but to no avail. Sux.

It was a 4 days n 3 nights stay in a beautiful resort hotel ..the view from my hotel porch was beautiful overlooking a small hill?, a lake and the swimming pool with lots of greeneries. It was quiet, calm and you wake up to the sound of birds chirping. Nice. If the location is nearer to Ao Nang beach then it would be PURRFECT!

There was so much things to do in Krabi .. but our time there was short. We wanted to try out so many things but we could only fit in white water rafting, ATV and 4 islands tour and snorkelling. Thank god we didn't take up rock climbing as I don't think my sore muscles could take it anymore.

On our first day, it was just hanging around in Krabi Town. Nothing much there so we had our Thai traditional massage and boy, did it hurt. I never had Thai massages that hurt like this before. The masseuse was using her elbow all the time. Are they supposed to be using their elbow? Anyway, we went around to their night market after that but it was just alllll fooooddd, so was pretty disappointed at that.

Second day was the BOMB. Mac our tour guide is so far the friendliest guide that I have ever encounter. (He’s studying master while working part time as a tour guide). Talks a lot and gave us lots of tips on getting around. First, we went for white water rafting in Phang Nga. The river wasn’t that fast so I thought it was an easy ride. WRONG! I got thrown off my place at least 5 times like a rag doll and left bruises on my feet. I almost drop out, if it wasn’t for the guy next to me pulling me back in. It was exciting but I think once is enough for me. After that we move on to ATV ride. This is also a first for me and thank god we took the one hour ride instead of the two hour. The ride was quite challenging for a beginner and a friend ATV broke down twice and needed to be changed to new ones because we constantly rammed into rocks and such. Mac said the last time he went there; he needed to change 3 ATVs. Although we had cuts and bruises from this, it’s totally recommended!!




The next day was the 4 islands tour and snorkeling. This is where we met Jack Sparrow (our tour guide for the day). In Poda island, we were lucky as a school of fishes just swam around us near the beach without us needing to snorkel at all. I think it was because of TF striking blue shorts that attract all those fishes and luckily Sammi and Alex had their waterproof camera. We then stop at Chicken Island that err…looks like a chicken and another island which name I had forgotten because I almost drown there and then there’s Railay beach. The nicest of them all. Beautiful view from the cave. So there, that pretty much sums up my vacation in Krabi. Though I didn’t get to shop and buy stuff(which is a must in every vacation), it’s still a very very exciting and fun trip. Here’s some pictures:-



Took a pic with Jack Sparrow! A view of Railay beach from the Phranang Cave.

We had to pay 100baht for this in Ao Nang beach!

Chicken Island

Joke

Normally, we get a lot of Singh jokes from emails. I just don't understand why. Anyway, here's one old joke but nevertheless funny IMO.


"There was one guy name Santa Singh and he went for an interview at a law firm Lee & Lee. So a Mr Lee interviewed him and thought that Santa was well qualified for the job and went and tell his boss about it. Mr.Lee's boss told him that all this while the firm had a policy of only hiring staff with the surname Lee, so therefore he shouldn't break the rules.So Mr Lee went back to tell Santa Singh the bad news.

Mr Lee: I'm sorry, but we are not able to hire you. We have a policy of hiring staff with the surname Lee only.

Santa Singh: Oh in that case, I can always change my name. In fact, I actually have one now.

Mr Lee: * huh?* And what is that name??

Santa Singh: "Banga Lee"






note: No offense intended to the sikh community. I totally respect them. If u find this offensive, please let me know & i'll delete this post.

(; _ ;)

ohh... why that arrogant fellow won?? anyone but him.. cos' he's such a cocky fellow!

ohh... my heart felt so sad for LCW!! what happened to him tonight??왜 요? 왜? 왜?

He wasn't playing like himself just now. I just can't believe it.

Sigh... what to do with this T-shirt leh?

JASON?

Something interesting ...


1. Do you know if you take out the initials for July, August, September, October and November , you'll get the name JASON ?


And since bapak requested for some trivia or something, here's one ...so tell me all your answers ya ppl!!
2. Count the number of " F " in the following text on the first go(don't cheat) and post your answer in the comment area :

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS.


ALZHEIMERS’ EYE TEST
Count the " Fs ".Wrong! There are 6 -- no joke. READ IT AGAIN ! Go Back and try to find the 6 F's before I give you the next clue..OK, now the hidden part.The brain cannot process " OF ".Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.

**Edited: I've gotten this test thingy from some other sites and apparently it's true that some people only see 3 to 4 "F" only.

All the best for Lee Chong Wei!!

I think me mum totally approve Korean man for her daughter... cos when South Korean Park Tae Hwan won the Gold Medal for 400m freestyle at the Beijing Olympics, she woke me up from my sleep to inform me of the news!!! Thought there was some earthquake or something. I was like ... anyway, I think she was way more excited than me. Well, thank god he's way much better in swimming than singing(go watch his CF here). Congratulations to him for being the first Korean AND Asian swimmer to win a medal in those event! I didn't know that ..thanks to wikipedia.

Anyway, being a fan of badminton, I'm really hoping that our own Malaysian Lee Chong Wei will get a gold medal in the badminton event. Just hope that he don't get too much pressure from all sides now as he's our only hope now! Let us pray for him and wish all the best to him! Aja Aja Hwaiting Lee Chong Wei shi!!!


Edited on 15/08/08 at 8.30PM - Lee Chong Wei is advancing into the single's finals after defeating Lee Hyun Il of South Korea*sigh-he did good as well*!!! Everyone make yourself free on Sunday and support LCW ya!! Malaysia Boleh!!

Tanam Sayur, Makan Jagong Meh?

I got so tired watching the tv news these days because I just go mad mad mad. I’m not sure whether the media are rejoicing for having so much boiling political news to write and report or being just as mad for having to report all those crappy stuff. I want to hear news about how the gammen are looking for ways to increase the efficiency of public transport (total crap here in Malaysia) and how the gammen solves the issue of haze, price increase in everything, illegal immigrant, poverty, and lots more. I want to hear intelligent stuff out from our ministers mouth, not some “tanam sayur dan ubah cara hidup”. Why are we going backward instead of going forward? Whatever lies and deception going around right now will slowly unravel. The truth shall be known. We are not ignorant and definitely not fool. What? Did you just sayifool?






Here’s another crappy riddle to brighten up all my chingus gloomy day:-

Why do Doraemon and Nobita refuse to come to Malaysia??
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Wanna know the answer? Buy me a meal then... ( ' x ' )

난바보였었죠

난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠이제와서
이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요

머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠



왜 요? 왜? 왜? 왜?
Why does it have to be so difficult?

Travel - Betong, Thailand

I’m back from Betong, Sawadeekaa –Thailand.

The journey started by sitting an excruciating 8 hours in the bus and when we reached the border of Thailand and Malaysia in the crack of dawn , I was surprised to see a lot of Malaysian tourist by the bus load all queuing (NOT!) to go through the Malaysia custom. Blardee tired and couldn’t sleep in the bus at all, I was annoyed that some ahjumas(aunties) and ahjussis(uncles) were jumping the queue. A fight nearly broke out between some ahjumas because of it. Haha….like in a drama.

We went to all the tourist attractions in a day. Nothing much. One of them is the Piyamit tunnel. This was taken from the description board at the entrance:-

"The Piyamit tunnel is the Malaya communist's base build for bombshells and storing food suplies, the battlefield bases are located on the mountain top in the midst of the deep forests which separates the boundaries of thailand and malaysia covered the area of yala provinces.
The piyamit tunnel was built in 1977 with the length of 1km and 5-6 feet wide it took three months for excavation of 50 hard manships and there are 9 entrance exit paths."
Piyamit tunnel

Later, in the evening, the tour guide asked us whether we want to see some “sexy performance” at some karaoke shop. It was still early in the evening and all the other shops closes as early as 9pm, therefore I wanted to go and waste my time in the karaoke shop but nobody else was interested, so I have to decline as well. So, we got some beer (darn..thai beer is so cheap!), some supper and proceeded back to our hotel. Thai massages are available in the hotel, so they can always come to the room and give you “any type of massage”. Hey even their board with the list of masseuse indicated massage with double quote like this- “massage”. I wonder why. I opt for the foot massages but I would say the one that I got from my previous trip to Bangkok, Chiangmai and Pattaya was way much better.

One thing I like about this whole trip was the abundance of durian, langsat, rambutan and mangosteen everywhere. The trees are so full of durians unlike the one I see in Malaysia, so we ate lots of lots of it and you can just hope nobody burp and fart in the bus. Most of the people there can speak Chinese (Hokkien, Mandarin and Cantonese) and Bahasa Melayu other than Thai, therefore it’s easy for us to get around and it helps that Betong people are really warm and friendly too. (^-^)

Gasp..brothel city!

I won't be around for the weekend cos i'll be going to a ..gasp.. brothel city! I just renewed my passport yesterday and this evening i'll be heading up north. It was an impromptu decision that was only decided yesterday after i collected my passport. I have never even heard of that place before and I have no idea how big is the group I'm going with or who will be going. So after I said "YES, I'll join", I went and google on Betong Thailand and found out it's known as a brothel city for hamsap/horny malaysian man and some say singaporeans as well. I just hope this bunch of people I'm going with are not there purely for that reason!
*boink myself on the head*.

Well, maybe it won't be as bad as I think. I'm sure they have other attractions as well. Let me go find out and we shall see. I guess my guy friends dont have to go Batam anymore.

The Charm of Cameron Highlands

What do you do when you’re weary and all you need is some quiet peaceful getaway? Cameron Highlands it is. Although the place has lost some of its appeal after so much transformation, it is still one of my favorite places to relax, unwind and enjoy the fresh cool air. How nice is it to wake up every morning to all those unsullied cool misty air unlike those in our city now? Arghh… I wish I could stay there a bit longer and I wish too that they will stop mass building and destroy the rustic charm of that place. Maintain it as it is or it will become another Genting Highlands. We don’t want that, don’t we?? 아니오.아니오.



So what did I do there this time besides sleeping? Eat, going for walks and play cards most of the time. I have a really huge appetite whenever I’m there. Everything tastes so much more delicious up there (the food we cooked though; not those from the restaurants). 진짜.

Scenic view of the tea plantations..

I could spent hours just sitting and drinking coffee while enjoying the view there. 예쁘다. Sigh.. how I wish Hyun Bin is there as well... then everything will be just perfect!! *daydreaming*

The walk up to the tea centre ...(^_^)

P/s: When I was young, I used to have a maid from CH. Her name …well was Susu (yes as in "milk"). She’s an Orang Asli (aborigine). Susu, where are you?? If you have by any chance stumbled upon this though it’s quite unlikely, please, I wanna come visit you!! I miss you!! 보고싶 어.

My Birthday Present

This is a birthday pressie from a dear friend, B.....for my last year birthday which I only received last week. :P. (2 box of puzzles are the gift ; Smurf is for decoration purpose only-just wanna show off that I have a Smurf softtoy haha!) Thanks B for the wonderful puzzles!! In any case, much better than me cos I never buy any pressie for his bday!! oopss.. B.. when's ur bday? (^_^)

Oh let me share this crappy riddle given by B to all my chingus out there ..
Question: How does Sushi A greet Sushi B?? ( let me know your answers in the comment area and I'll let you know the answer, kay?)

Attempting one of my 2008 resolution

Remember my-not-so-complete-list-of-new-year-resolution?? Can't remember?? Here's my 2008 resolution list. Well, I'm going to attempt one of it(just urm a quarter of it actually! haha). The reason why I use the word attempt is because I have serious doubt of me achieving it at all. SERIOUS DOUBT .. . I know myself, therefore I think I'll suffer later.

It's okay, I'll try. If I never try, I'll never know, right?

Aja Aja Hwaiting!!!

Gawd.. I just hope I don't faint.

Food Heaven in Penang.

Penang.. again?? Yes!! I was there again .. see I told you guys I lurve that place~!

I seriously put on some kgs while travelling in penang..I still do not dare to step on my weight machine!! It's all about eating in Penang...and I kept eating practically every hour! Oh So MUCH glorious tasty smacking yummylicious food in Penang... penang people are ohhh so lucky! I wonder how all those gals there stay so slim while having access to all those heavenly food?? Oteoke yo?

I wanted to take every single picture of the food I ate, but I failed cos' I got too greedy and attacked the food first! Writing this entry is a sheer torture for me...cos' I'm salivating yet again as I'm posting these pictures:-

Clockwise from top to bottom:- Dim Sum in Ghee Siang Cafe (we love going there cos' the lady boss is like a calculator, it's so interesting to watch while she counted for the bill!!), Ice Kacang and famous Char Kuey Teow at Lorong Selamat( while food in Penang is relatively cheap but THIS ckt cost us RM 6.00 a plate!)

Clockwise from top to bottom:- ( Pickled fruits in Chowrasta Market; Durians from Ah Teik (Lorong Susu); Assam Laksa and Chendol from around Komtar Area)

We went around Komtar Area and discover this Chendol Stall. See, even Rosie and Phua Chu Kang ate there before. The picture is not so clear but if you see carefully, the owner is showing his own mole as well!! haha... and he was really nice to allow us to take picture with him too! Actually, I always find Penang people really warm and friendly. Maybe cos' they're so happy and contented surrounded with all these food as well! (^_^)

We realised that we didn't take much picture because we were so busy eating all the time, so of course some of us got to camwhore a lil' on the way back! It always so fun in Penang .. and I can't wait to go back there again. Who wants to go with me next???

안 녕 하 세 요!

After almost tearing my hair out, I finally manage to install the freaking Korean IME in. So here's my first paragraph of hangeul that i type out fresh from my lovely keyboard- an email that i sent to my teacher!! so happppyyy....

선 생 님, 안 녕 하 세 요! 저 는 수 칭 이 에 요. 어 떻 게 지 내 세 요? 저 는 잘 지 내 요.
지 금 은밤 열 두 시 에 예 요. 저 는 아 침 에 일 해 요. 보 통 아 침 에 회 사 에 가 요.저 녁 에식 당 에 가 요. 저 녁 에 식 사 해 요.
내 일쇼 핑해 요. 내 일 백 화 젬 에 가요. 선 생 님 은 오 늘 뭐 해 요? 내 일 어 디 에 가 요?한 국 말 이 조 금 어 려 워 요. 하 지 만 재 미 있 어 요. 그 럼, 안 녕 히 게 세 요.

..sounded like a 3 year old but who cares??? I'm still a beginner after all...

Anyway, speaking about 3 years old, I know this babo guy who act exactly like one..
Blardee immature insensitive hypocrite piece of meat, don't go telling all your friends that you are okay being friends with me now when in fact, you went running/hiding when you met me... I SAW you..
Be a man and take responsibility for your actions.

Happy Birthday Mum!!

To the person I love most in the world .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! Though we never verbally express our love for each other at home ..but I know she knows that in my heart, she has the BIGgest and juiciest chunk of my heart and i lurve her. (o ^_^ o)

ohh..so mushy.. I shall stop writing all these mushi-ness stuff.

Anyway, I'm still holiday-ing. YAY!! and the amount of time I spent working and not being able to go for my shopping spree while working in KC, I have already repay back the "time debt" by doing a lot of wat else??....shopping of course!! Now, I'm very worried about my survival for the next few weeks. I shall need to survive on bread and water from now onwards.

My latest holiday destination.. Bukit Merah Resort..

Seriously nothing much..but still ok...sorry for asking bapak and SY for staying 2 nights though! ahahaha... practically nothing else to do on the 2nd night that we have to go all the way to Penang (my fav place in peninsular malaysia). We practically pigged out in Penang.. so yummy that we forgotten to take even a single photo!

My Last Day

At first, I was just so relieve that this is my last day in KC.. and then uneasiness started to sink in after I left. What have I done?? I'm officially jobless right now...but then I know that I really gotta leave. Why?? I will write later ..after I know it is safe to tell . Although it's a short period, but I learned so many things and met so many nice people there. If circumstances were to be different, maybe in a different division, it is definitely a good place to work in. Such a blardee waste

BUT REALLY BEH TAHAN MAN...
How the hell the fella before me manage to stay more than 1 year??!!! I really salute man!

So anyway, I'm going to take a well deserved holiday now .. and just relax and de-stress. Hopefully, I'll be able to get the drive and motivation to work back........ soon enough . But for now , it's MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

Trip to East Coast Kuantan

A friend complained that I have not enough pictures in my blog...no sexy pictures.. no bikini pictures bla bla bla... you want it ? i have it ...you shall see. Thanks to JT and family, I had a wonderful time in Kuantan. I saw a car on fire near a beach, videotape it while JT called 999. Scary.. saw a lot of ppl helping out to extinguish the fire...while there's a big possibility that the car might explode. Saw some stewpid parents carrying their babies and going near the scene just to look. Tsk Tsk Tsk.






















Description (Top from left to right) :
1.River Cruise along Sungai Kuantan(kinda expensive at RM15 a ride - foreigners don't understand a word the guide said cos she only talked in Bahasa Melayu???),
2. Posing in Hyatt Resort (nice hotel)
3. Kampung house in Sungai Lembing. ..nice peaceful memento
4. Somewhere in Sg Lembing,
5. Jawssss
6. Last of all, woman in bikini.. but not me .. :) ..so don't say no sexy picture here.

I was reminded how ulu I am when the unique cactus plant that i saw is actually a dragon fruit plant!! N i got to buy 6 dragon fruit for only RM1.16. That's super cheap lar! Plus i get to eat some very delicious butter cheese prawn in Alor Akar Seafood restaurant. So yummy.... i'm going to hunt for those in Klang. I got to sing openly in a lounge , got to play some Chinese Yoyo, get to see a squid boat(they have light mentols attached around the boat to attract the squids), bathed in cold spring?? water, ate Sungai lembing famous Coconut biscuit and etc.
This trip makes going back to work for another 2 more days in KC more bearable..that's for sure.

한국말 (Korean Language)

I've finally manage to finish learning the very basic of 한국말 and I truly enjoy it ..though I wish I could actually converse more ... but right now, as I said it, still bery bery basic. So slow and unnatural.
I could actually pick up the language faster, but due to the hectic nature of my current job, I have very little time to do my revision. The worst job in the world. I just hope that I don't fail my exam. Sometimes, when I called my korean customers and tried to speak in hangukmal, I would get tongue-tied and my mind will just go blank and it's back to English again. Where to find a korean 친구 (friend) here??

I'm going for a vacation soon. Location unknown. Date unknown. Right now, I just feel like anywhere it's fine..as long as I can get away. I'm feeling pretty adventurous ..to the point where I want to open my map, close my eye and point my finger, and whatever place my finger points to, that's my destination. Take bus, take train, walk ...whatever I don't care. Budget hotel I don't care. Jungle, leeches I don't care. Too bad though my chingus are not feeling so adventurous at the moment.

Anyway, as I was looking at some holiday destination brochures in the mamak today, suddenly there's one hand that came out from nowhere from my back and started pointing at the brochures that I was looking at. I thought it was someone I know but when I turned around, it was a blardee stranger! WHAT THE HELL..SCARED ME SHITLESS!. Super Weird Guy. Then I just threw the brochure over to my friend. Sorry man. He just stood there behind me for ages washing his hand in the washbasin. WTH .. (^_^??) . It's weirder than my Chap Goh Mei experience!! Otteoke yo!!

Meori Apayo.

Meori Apayo = head ache in korean..



One day when i'm not tired and having headache like now, I'm going to find out how to post my entry in hangeul(korean).

Meori Apayo.. that's what my new job is. I learn so much and nothing at all at the same time. Confuse?? That's why i'm having massive apayo.

It's really very interesting to watch...like watching a TVB Hong Kong drama ....cept that it's not so fun being caught in the middle of it all.

3 weeks now.. and I really feel like flying the white flag everyday. I'm tough but not that tough.
I think all my complaining here is making bapak feel guilty .. but you shouldn't be because if I don't accept this job offer, I might keep wondering and regret my decision. I'm glad I make this decision because I've actually met a lot of interesting people ..and I think i've already learn so much. Everyone complain about their job so don't feel bad kay??

Okay now.. let's move on to more complaining.. seriously, if I know the MASSIVE amount of work I have to do, I would have ask for a much HIGHER PAY!!!! My job title should be MULTI PURPOSE EXECUTIVE. So bloody complicated and everything is in a mess... and I have to work ohhhh so late. And because everything is in a mess and I have to remember so many blardee things, I kept forgetting things. Make sense?? Like today, I know I have korean class but I couldn't remember at all what time my class is. It's the same time for weeks now ..but I forgotten it. Say.. serious meori apayo or not?? I just can't imagine myself surviving this.

Last time, I don't take my calls from my handphone because I'm too bloody lazy but now, I don't take calls because I'm simply too00000 busy. Chingus sekalian.. please forgive me. I even have not blog for weeks now. Today, i get to blog because i'm waiting to see online whether my underpay salary is in or not and that stupid site chose this time to do site maintenance...blardee hell.

Chap Goh Mei

My first time throwing tangerines into the sea during Chap Goh Mei and the worst thing unimaginable happened! My friends and I saw a guy(we believed he's cuckoo) fished out MY tangerine, read MY message, laughed alone, and pocketed MY tangerine. Why oh why of alllllll the tangerines in the sea... WHY MINE???? Suey(unlucky) or not??

Darn it.

STUPID CUPID!

Stupid cupidddddddddddddddddddd!!! you're so f**king FIRED!!!! I want a freaking new one...

Seriously, please aim correctly okay?? don't simply any ah chu ah kau also you shoot for me... not nice ok??

sigh.. i seriously need to go see my doctors bout those sleeping pills liao.

edited on 22/02/08 - a friend reminded me that it's not nice for a girl to use the infamous f word ...so i'm striking that word off all for his viewing pleasure. Sorry..but sometimes i just got so carried away. :) i'll try to refrain from using it.

Surprise..

Cute leh?

A day before valentine, I took half a day off for an interview. So when I received a call from the florist, I thought it was one of my guy friend playing a prank on me.. so the conversation between the florist and I went something like this..

Florist: Hi, i'm in front of your office trying to deliver flowers to you .but no one seems to be in the office. (it was lunch time)

Me: Huh? WHO IS THIS?? *trying to think if his voice matches any of my friends' voice.*

Florist : I'm the florist lor..

Me: Don't play lar.. who is this??

Florist: Really, I'm here to deliver ur flowers .

Me: *still thinking it was my friend* err.. really??? Then who gave the flower to me??

Florist: * at this point, I think he was damn annoyed already ..ahahah*. Miss, how am i suppose to know lar!! you open your card then you'll know lo.

Poor guy. In the end, I had to call one of my colleague who was still in the office to take the flowers. This is what you'll do when you constantly have friends calling you pretending to be someone else trying to prank you. Anyway, my bouquet of flowers is so CUTE!! Thanks to "Admirer". ahaha.

The interview that day was a disappointment though. I hate going thru all this interview process. And then my boss had to confuse me further by asking me to stay and if I'm bored with my work, I can change department.

Everything is a mess right now. I feel like i'm going to burst with frustration. I had a LONGGGG conversation with a friend yesterday that lasted until the wee morning of 7 AM and it left me feeling even more frustrated. What should I do??

Advertisement makes me cry..

remember the oldies song.... sadddDDddddDD movies..always makes me cry ..oh oh oh.. sadDdddDD movies.. But in my case , advertisement makes me cry. only those touching ones lar. Stupid huh?

I'm not even having PMS .but I'm so emotional. I hate being a woman. Serious.

Which advertisement make me cry?? This one :-


Lawyers out there... can I sue PETRONAS and all the tv stations out there for showing this advertisement?? i want to sue them for causing me emotional distress and damage! I dunno why I feel sad watching this I even cried. Luckily for me, none of my family members saw me crying ..or else they would have laugh their ass off.
Please watch it and tell me I'm not the only one feeling touched.

I'm so emo today that I got soooo high when I saw a helicopter near my office building today. I was practically shouting to my colleagues to see it...but they thought i was crazy to get so excited over a helicopter. Geesshh.. but it was very near ok...and it was loud and big. Maybe if one day when I actually get to sit in a helicopter, I won't be feeling so high like today. Imagine ..being 18 (big Ahem!) and still never got the chance to sit in a helicopter before. I don't want to die and not know what it's like being in a helicopter!!! like i don't want to die and never bungy-jumped before... get what i mean?

Not emotional enough?? I was MSN-ing today and I start telling people ..how I love them and my friends and stuff. WTF?? sooooooo... not me.

Though I wanna write more about me being so emotional (very high and sad at the same time) today, I suddenly had to stop ...cos' suddenly there's a sudden burst of aunties, uncles, cousins, nephews, nieces, yi ma ku che ,yada yada all in my house .. so I had to stop being emotional and go down and GRAB ALL MY FAT RED ANGPAUS FROM THEM!! IT'S NOT SO BAD BEING SINGLE AFTER ALL!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... * very evil laugh * .

Very the chio angpau packet i got last year that i kept until now..so cute mah...got hello kitty also.. all with bells (ling long) attached!!

Weird lar..

Something super weird happened in my office this morning like maybe X-Files weird... but I just don't want to write it here.. those who are super curious just have to call me.. just like those who called and sms-ed after reading crossroads . So impatient and kepo but I'm truly touched and grateful for those who called that day. Even one ex-colleague must have some supernatural power because he called me right immediately after I walked out from the office and i haven't even heard from him for so long now.


I got to know that another colleague just gave in her letter of resignation this morning. She told me before that she's going to resign but not THIS early. I hear from the grapevine that a few is leaving as well. So maybe it kinda prompted that weird incident.


Well, one thing for sure is I'm going to miss my colleagues. After all, we share a lot of great and awful times together. I will even miss my office water dispenser (i don't know why, but the water there taste even better than the one from home..SERIOUS!).


Anyway, wish me all the best ..and luck.. in finding a good highpaying job that i will like. (the one that can afford me to travel thrice a year, buy LV bags, buy a house, eat lots of korean/japanese food ..etc). Aja Aja Fighting!!!

Revealed...

I had tender in my resignation yesterday evening.


My freakin first job which I had been loyally serving for ages.

So chingus/friends..take note..no more party, no more fancy restaurants, shopping, trips yadaa yadaa for me 'cos I'll be so broke. (Donations anyone?) .


But today, of course I gotta celebrate first. After all, it's not everyday you find yourself and your friend in between job at the same time. (Actually, a colleague also told me that she will be joining my Jobless Club..but I haven't got the chance to talk to her yet). So celebrate today and I'll let the panic attack settles in LATER. Today, we toast and drink our wine, and eat and eat and eat!!! I ate so much today till I'm having indigestion right now.

First, we had Big Apple Donuts.. the durian one.Muahahha. Then of course have to tapau a dozen for family. Then, I brought my friend, CP, to eat Snow Ice. YUMMY. I personally like the mango one the most.The ice texture is so smooth , you'll feel like you're eating ice cream instead. YUMMY.The picture that I took below doesn't make the Snow Ice Mango look good..but it really does taste good. YUMMY.






Snow Ice Mango





















Of course what better way for me to celebrate than to have a Korean BBQ meal. This Seoul Garden Restaurant is in Bukit Tinggi so thank god, we don't have to drive all the way to Ampang or Hartamas. We had our pork bulgogi,hot pot bibimbap(no picture taken-was busy eating), lots of side dishes and korean wine. We LOVE LOVE LOVE their pork bulgogi!! They marinated it just nice. PLus I like the restaurant's environment as it does not leave us smelling like smoke and pork after our meal. (see the long exhaust/vent thingy?)






I went back home and finish two donuts after that. *gasp*what a pig*. What to do, I'm in my celebration mode. sigh..no worries..I'll yoga tomorrow.

Crossroads..

I make a very very important decision today.. but won't write what is it now. Maybe tomorrow. This decision I would say..hehe..almost life-changing. I know that I just need to do it. I want to be able in the future, look back at this entry, and say.."NO REGRETS AT ALL". I really NEED to make this decision. It's way overdue.. and what I learned today just makes me think that I should have done this a VERY LONG TIME ago. Seriously, when I'm treated that way, no way can I not do this anymore. I called up a few chingus today..and told them my decision.. and hehe.. everyone is like... "FINALLY!". Ahaha.. well what to do..

I'm the PROCRASTINATION QUEEN. I'm glad everyone is supportive of this decision of mine...even dad. ^_^. one of those rare occasions that he actually agree with me.

Of course I'm worried but today, I feel like a huge burden just lifted off me. I feel like running under the rain now. Not naked but I bet the sense of satisfaction is the same as well.

And after my phonecalls, I got something from my snail mail which makes me even happier. :). Good $ign eh?

No Picking Up in a Park..

I was pretty busy last week .. not sure with what.. so was lazy in updating this blog..and I was paranoid about something. However, I decided to write about it .. don't really care if he has already manage to find my blog. Okay, if you've (the guy from the park) somehow manage to find my blog,..read on.

Just a piece of advice.. if a girl refuse to give you her number, then she really really doesn't want to give you her number. Furthermore with you being a stranger..I just met you..so don't push it ler. And then just because I give you my MSN ID .. doesn't mean I want you adding me in Friendster and such. This is where I got paranoid..because if he can find my friendster account, he could probably find my blog. So if you're reading this, please don't feel offended.. just writing what I feel and think.

( me.... hiding...from all the weird ppl in the world)

Hair Maketh The Man

When I saw korean actor Gong Yoo with his military service hairstyle, I couldn't help thinking that a hairstyle really makes a lot A LOT of difference... check this out..























Before




















After



See how confident he is in the first picture before the military service hairstyle and how uncomfortable he is in his MS hairstyle. How different a hairstyle can make someone feel.

I wanted to cut my long hair short so badly .. but seeing this picture makes me kinda think twice now. ( ^_^ ) . ..though i think that Gong Yoo is still one hot guy and well, he got dimples. I go gaga over hot guys with dimples. *slurp*

Pissed off!

Situation at work today... actually yesterday since it's almost 1am now....



As soon as I reach my office, I got a call from this crazy woman (see my hall of shame). Crazy b***h. She kept barking and barking and barking non stop. Wahlauehhhh... early in the morning.. damn suey(unlucky). My whole day was just awful after that...like dominoes effect. Imagine.. I don't even have any appetite to eat during lunch.. ME WHO ALMOST NEVER NOT THINK ABOUT FOOD! Not even spotting a good looking guy during lunch can lift up my mood.

I came back from work still frowning and just had to clean something.. so I washed my car. And then bapak nick save the day by calling to help me buy korean drama dvd!! Yehh!!! kamsahamnida.



p/s: sorry for those ugly drawings... i just need to draw to channel my emotions.Really bad for someone who scored A1 for art. :P. I think I drew the dog too cute to represent that crazy woman though. She's not cute at all.

My Not-So-Complete List of New Year Resolution

Normal lar.. new year new resolution right?
It's a bit late to write about this ..at least I don't write this after Chinese New Year..hehe.

1. ABLE TO DO THE CRANE POSE/CROW POSE/BAKASANA !
WHAT POSE?? Not some hamsap pose ok!
It's a yoga pose that I still can't hold. no idea why. I bruise my upper arm a lot doing this already.
Am ashame of myself because even one aunty in my class have been able to do it. *sweat

2. LEARN GUZHENG (Chinese Table Harp)
I've been waiting to learn this for quite some time now. One of my colleagues said it will be one of many hobbies/interests that I'll drop quickly after I got bored with it. Well, if I don't start learning, I wouldn't know right?
After all, I manage to stay in my yoga class for almost a year liao eventhough I've skip a lot of classes and i still Sudoku. :)
Went to a few music centres already, but none seems suitable. Anyone out there any idea where I can learn guzheng??

3. LOSE WEIGHT
This is not new anymore. It's in my list every single year but never seem to achieve anything. Sigh. I'm getting tired of seeing this in my list every year now.

4. GET A NEW JOB..
enuff said. Anyone out there wanna offer me a job??

5. GO PLACES
I want to travel more. I wanna bungee-jump(i don't want to get too old to do this..because the older i get, the less braver i become). I wanna climb a mountain. I wanna go skiing. Of course, money is always an issue. who wanna sponsor me??

6. SHOP LESS AND SAVE MORE
I loveeeeeeeee shopping. If I'm in a shopping complex, my hand just itch to buy something. Anything. If i have to go home empty handed, I would feel extremely dissatisfied. So this year, I'll try not to burn holes in my pocket and fill up my piggy bank.

7. START RUNNING.. AND STOP RUNNING!
I've always admire people who can run for miles. When I see people completing a marathon/jogathon.. i feel extremely happy for them. I used to jog around my house but with all the pyschos here in malaysia, it's really not safe anymore, so i stopped. And the park is quite far from my house and running alone is well.. not fun. I can NEVER even complete a 1 km(i think) without stopping ..and my sides will hurt like hell even though I refrain from eating 2 hours before jogging. Well.. i really like to complete a marathon at least once in my lifetime. Imagine completing 42 km. DIE ..but what a sense of achievement you'll get.

The stop running part ..well, it's totally not related to marathon or whatsoever. I believe this year i should really put a stop on my phobia of relationships. I feel guilty and sorry and have enough of eye bags to prove it.


Ok.. so these are some of my NY resolutions. HOpefully I will be able to achieve all of it. Reeallly hope that I'll be blessed with lots of good luck, happiness and prosperity this year!

Happy New Year 2008!!

It's a new year.. I'm wishing that this year I'll be granted with better luck. Definitely hope this new year will be muchhhhhh better than the last. Last year was well... how should i put it .. more misfortune than fortune. To all my chingus, I hope with this new year, everyone will be blessed with a better life. For me, I hope I will be blessed with a better job, better health, better luck, a lot more cash(so i can travel more and shop more!), many many wonderful experience to come.. .. and most importantly, just being happy.

I'm sick at the moment.. fever, flu and cough.. so it's not a really good start. *cross my fingers -please be a good year*.A way my body is telling me that I'm overworked .... (and so underpaid). Or just my body telling me that I'm getting old??Eshhh.. definitely not.. being 18 is not old yet. ahahaa.

A few things happened in the office today.. which was pretty interesting. My colleagues caught my two other colleagues eating lunch together. *cheh...everyone must be thinking.. normal wat colleagues eating lunch together!*. None of my business really .. but seriously NONE OF US could imagine them eating lunch together...and one of them is actually on leave. It's like having snow in malaysia.

After that, a different colleague called up the office to tell us that he drove his car into a hole.. god knows wat kind of hole is that.. and need a tow truck to pull it out. When it was around 5 something, I heard him calling the office to say he won't be able to make it into office because the tow truck isn't there yet. When I left the office, ..just at my first traffic light... I saw him .. and his car in a perfectly good condition on the opposite direction away from my office. I believe I wasn't delusional .. because I haven't consume any flu medicine yet.

And then just as I reached home, I got to know that a girl that I knew of got cheated from her fiance. She flew over from Australia with her fiance and stayed at his family home here in M'sia for the purpose of choosing a wedding date. Instead of choosing a wedding date, apparently, the guy then clear all of their money from their joint account, refuse to take her call, spent lavishly on the credit card, kick her out from his house and refuse to let her in and threaten her if she were to go over to his house. Then she had no choice but to go to a relative house and stayed there. And the guy had the cheek to send her luggage and passport ...by TAXI!! Just pass everything to the taxi driver to send it over. Luckily the taxi driver was honest enough to send her stuff over. And when she checked her purse, all her AUD money was gone as well. Actually previously, they had bought the return flight ticket back to Australia. And when she checked now, the guy had already CANCELLED HER flight ticket as well!!! Come on.. at least let the poor girl go back to her family in Australia. What is happening to the world??? I can't believe the guy could treat his fiancee that way and Is love so blind that the girl can't see the guy for what he is before any of this happens??


Well, someone asked me to write my new year resolutions .... there's too many .. i gotta think about them first.. and definitely after I'm feeling much better. Cheersss.