Wondergirls @ MTV world stage Malaysia!

I thank my really lovely friend AP for thinking about me immediately and gave me the free passes to MTV world stage. Muaksss...I (less than 3) you. <3 <3 <3

It was at the very last hours when i got the call .. and I just went nuts. I was trying for weeks to win the damn passes. God must have took pity on me ....:D

I was on my way to meet up CP @ Sunway for lunch before I got the call and I had to drive to meet up AP first before going back to Sunway .. and that place was so congested! Sorry CP for having to wait for me ..:(. Thank you for the lovely lunch! I <3 you too!

Then I called another friend ST to meet me up @ Sunway to see WG!!
It was crazy.. we hunt for rain pochos thinking it might be useful if it rains ..and even before we walked out from Sunway Pyramid , it rained!!! DARN IT .. and well, we were both drenched in the rain despite the rain ponchos. BUT it was worth it ..because i got to see WG live!! And the best thing is that their performance was unlike any other performance that the fans have seen before. They did the rock version of 2dt and Nobody ..with guitars. It was great!! Yubin was rocking it! We couldn't stay to watch Tokio Hotel and Katie Perry .. cos the wait in between performance was soooo long and we were sandwiched in between guys who were smoking. yes.. really idiotic babo people...so we left early cos ST was feeling faint.

The good news is that they promised to be back ...for a concert maybe. Would be even greater if they bring 2pm along ...keeping my fingers crossed.

WTH

it just keeps getting worse everyday..
my car died on me today..
when i checked my car almost every month...
i couldn't get hold of my mechanic...
serious wth moment.

Pain Pain go away

pain pain go away
don't come again ..ever again..

What if..

Time really passes by so quickly .. i did not realise that i have not updated this blog for such a long time. If only I can turn back time..

It's funny how whenever I'm in my darkest moment that I chose to write ..be it in my diary or here. Whenever I had so much in my mind that sleep eludes me. At time like this, I can’t help but feel helpless because there is no way I can fall asleep anymore ; absolutely nothing ‘cept taking sleeping tablets.

So many “what ifs” run through my mind.
What if I approach it differently?
What if I gave it a chance?
What if I just bear with it and not question it so much?
What if …
If only I can stop looking back and kept asking these what ifs.

I hate it that all these questions kept running around in my head.
In my mind I know what I should do, what I HAVE to do … that there is no point in me looking back but my heart never listens to my mind. My mind says go but my heart says stay. Argh..the complexities..

I felt bad ..real bad because once I’m in this condition, no one can help me.. I just need time to heal ..maybe, I think. But this is when I shut everyone out from my life, friends and family. Just felt the need to be alone, to reflect, and to heal. Do I think this is a good idea? No ..of course not …but I prefer it this way.

I'll be ok.