Crossroads..

I make a very very important decision today.. but won't write what is it now. Maybe tomorrow. This decision I would say..hehe..almost life-changing. I know that I just need to do it. I want to be able in the future, look back at this entry, and say.."NO REGRETS AT ALL". I really NEED to make this decision. It's way overdue.. and what I learned today just makes me think that I should have done this a VERY LONG TIME ago. Seriously, when I'm treated that way, no way can I not do this anymore. I called up a few chingus today..and told them my decision.. and hehe.. everyone is like... "FINALLY!". Ahaha.. well what to do..

I'm the PROCRASTINATION QUEEN. I'm glad everyone is supportive of this decision of mine...even dad. ^_^. one of those rare occasions that he actually agree with me.

Of course I'm worried but today, I feel like a huge burden just lifted off me. I feel like running under the rain now. Not naked but I bet the sense of satisfaction is the same as well.

And after my phonecalls, I got something from my snail mail which makes me even happier. :). Good $ign eh?

No Picking Up in a Park..

I was pretty busy last week .. not sure with what.. so was lazy in updating this blog..and I was paranoid about something. However, I decided to write about it .. don't really care if he has already manage to find my blog. Okay, if you've (the guy from the park) somehow manage to find my blog,..read on.

Just a piece of advice.. if a girl refuse to give you her number, then she really really doesn't want to give you her number. Furthermore with you being a stranger..I just met you..so don't push it ler. And then just because I give you my MSN ID .. doesn't mean I want you adding me in Friendster and such. This is where I got paranoid..because if he can find my friendster account, he could probably find my blog. So if you're reading this, please don't feel offended.. just writing what I feel and think.

( me.... hiding...from all the weird ppl in the world)

Hair Maketh The Man

When I saw korean actor Gong Yoo with his military service hairstyle, I couldn't help thinking that a hairstyle really makes a lot A LOT of difference... check this out..























Before




















After



See how confident he is in the first picture before the military service hairstyle and how uncomfortable he is in his MS hairstyle. How different a hairstyle can make someone feel.

I wanted to cut my long hair short so badly .. but seeing this picture makes me kinda think twice now. ( ^_^ ) . ..though i think that Gong Yoo is still one hot guy and well, he got dimples. I go gaga over hot guys with dimples. *slurp*

Pissed off!

Situation at work today... actually yesterday since it's almost 1am now....



As soon as I reach my office, I got a call from this crazy woman (see my hall of shame). Crazy b***h. She kept barking and barking and barking non stop. Wahlauehhhh... early in the morning.. damn suey(unlucky). My whole day was just awful after that...like dominoes effect. Imagine.. I don't even have any appetite to eat during lunch.. ME WHO ALMOST NEVER NOT THINK ABOUT FOOD! Not even spotting a good looking guy during lunch can lift up my mood.

I came back from work still frowning and just had to clean something.. so I washed my car. And then bapak nick save the day by calling to help me buy korean drama dvd!! Yehh!!! kamsahamnida.



p/s: sorry for those ugly drawings... i just need to draw to channel my emotions.Really bad for someone who scored A1 for art. :P. I think I drew the dog too cute to represent that crazy woman though. She's not cute at all.

My Not-So-Complete List of New Year Resolution

Normal lar.. new year new resolution right?
It's a bit late to write about this ..at least I don't write this after Chinese New Year..hehe.

1. ABLE TO DO THE CRANE POSE/CROW POSE/BAKASANA !
WHAT POSE?? Not some hamsap pose ok!
It's a yoga pose that I still can't hold. no idea why. I bruise my upper arm a lot doing this already.
Am ashame of myself because even one aunty in my class have been able to do it. *sweat

2. LEARN GUZHENG (Chinese Table Harp)
I've been waiting to learn this for quite some time now. One of my colleagues said it will be one of many hobbies/interests that I'll drop quickly after I got bored with it. Well, if I don't start learning, I wouldn't know right?
After all, I manage to stay in my yoga class for almost a year liao eventhough I've skip a lot of classes and i still Sudoku. :)
Went to a few music centres already, but none seems suitable. Anyone out there any idea where I can learn guzheng??

3. LOSE WEIGHT
This is not new anymore. It's in my list every single year but never seem to achieve anything. Sigh. I'm getting tired of seeing this in my list every year now.

4. GET A NEW JOB..
enuff said. Anyone out there wanna offer me a job??

5. GO PLACES
I want to travel more. I wanna bungee-jump(i don't want to get too old to do this..because the older i get, the less braver i become). I wanna climb a mountain. I wanna go skiing. Of course, money is always an issue. who wanna sponsor me??

6. SHOP LESS AND SAVE MORE
I loveeeeeeeee shopping. If I'm in a shopping complex, my hand just itch to buy something. Anything. If i have to go home empty handed, I would feel extremely dissatisfied. So this year, I'll try not to burn holes in my pocket and fill up my piggy bank.

7. START RUNNING.. AND STOP RUNNING!
I've always admire people who can run for miles. When I see people completing a marathon/jogathon.. i feel extremely happy for them. I used to jog around my house but with all the pyschos here in malaysia, it's really not safe anymore, so i stopped. And the park is quite far from my house and running alone is well.. not fun. I can NEVER even complete a 1 km(i think) without stopping ..and my sides will hurt like hell even though I refrain from eating 2 hours before jogging. Well.. i really like to complete a marathon at least once in my lifetime. Imagine completing 42 km. DIE ..but what a sense of achievement you'll get.

The stop running part ..well, it's totally not related to marathon or whatsoever. I believe this year i should really put a stop on my phobia of relationships. I feel guilty and sorry and have enough of eye bags to prove it.


Ok.. so these are some of my NY resolutions. HOpefully I will be able to achieve all of it. Reeallly hope that I'll be blessed with lots of good luck, happiness and prosperity this year!

Happy New Year 2008!!

It's a new year.. I'm wishing that this year I'll be granted with better luck. Definitely hope this new year will be muchhhhhh better than the last. Last year was well... how should i put it .. more misfortune than fortune. To all my chingus, I hope with this new year, everyone will be blessed with a better life. For me, I hope I will be blessed with a better job, better health, better luck, a lot more cash(so i can travel more and shop more!), many many wonderful experience to come.. .. and most importantly, just being happy.

I'm sick at the moment.. fever, flu and cough.. so it's not a really good start. *cross my fingers -please be a good year*.A way my body is telling me that I'm overworked .... (and so underpaid). Or just my body telling me that I'm getting old??Eshhh.. definitely not.. being 18 is not old yet. ahahaa.

A few things happened in the office today.. which was pretty interesting. My colleagues caught my two other colleagues eating lunch together. *cheh...everyone must be thinking.. normal wat colleagues eating lunch together!*. None of my business really .. but seriously NONE OF US could imagine them eating lunch together...and one of them is actually on leave. It's like having snow in malaysia.

After that, a different colleague called up the office to tell us that he drove his car into a hole.. god knows wat kind of hole is that.. and need a tow truck to pull it out. When it was around 5 something, I heard him calling the office to say he won't be able to make it into office because the tow truck isn't there yet. When I left the office, ..just at my first traffic light... I saw him .. and his car in a perfectly good condition on the opposite direction away from my office. I believe I wasn't delusional .. because I haven't consume any flu medicine yet.

And then just as I reached home, I got to know that a girl that I knew of got cheated from her fiance. She flew over from Australia with her fiance and stayed at his family home here in M'sia for the purpose of choosing a wedding date. Instead of choosing a wedding date, apparently, the guy then clear all of their money from their joint account, refuse to take her call, spent lavishly on the credit card, kick her out from his house and refuse to let her in and threaten her if she were to go over to his house. Then she had no choice but to go to a relative house and stayed there. And the guy had the cheek to send her luggage and passport ...by TAXI!! Just pass everything to the taxi driver to send it over. Luckily the taxi driver was honest enough to send her stuff over. And when she checked her purse, all her AUD money was gone as well. Actually previously, they had bought the return flight ticket back to Australia. And when she checked now, the guy had already CANCELLED HER flight ticket as well!!! Come on.. at least let the poor girl go back to her family in Australia. What is happening to the world??? I can't believe the guy could treat his fiancee that way and Is love so blind that the girl can't see the guy for what he is before any of this happens??


Well, someone asked me to write my new year resolutions .... there's too many .. i gotta think about them first.. and definitely after I'm feeling much better. Cheersss.