Life-Sux-But-I'm-Trying-My-Best-To-Deal-With-It

Well I'm sure happy moments come once in a while so life doesn't sux that much but I actually don't feel entirely proud of my "happiest moment" so far. I want something more out of life. Or maybe I will never be satisfied when something better and happier comes along. If I wasn't asked a simple yet meaningful question the other day, I wouldn't have known that I have live such a meaningless life. "What is the happiest moment in your life?". Such a simple question but it bothers me.

AND RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT TODAY THIS WEEK THIS MONTH, LIFE SUX REAL BAD.
I have been told that I will get an early confirmation and in line to get a promotion, so how come I feel like crap? Wait, I know!! BECAUSE I don't want to get an early confirmation and I don't want to be in a managerial level in this company. I want to leave EARLY not give a 2 months notice!!!
AND F**K HR for trying to analyze my characters and all the "observations" that she get based on one phone call! A load full of crap. I'm so mad. I was thinking of giving a real sarcastic reply but I realise I don't need to waste my time on such nonsense. The fact that HR did not even ask for my letter of offer back and didn't realise my offer letter went "missing" after 2 months is pure craziness. They only realise it after the auditors question them and only come asking me do I have a copy of it because her copy went missing. PLEASE LAR.. you didn't even had a copy in the first place cos you never ask for it and I never gave it back .Simple as that. And so I don't really believe all those shit stuff that you try to sell to me cos I ain't buying.

Why do I have such bad luck in finding the right job??

On MC today...and a picture.

My office had a so-called halloween party last friday and everyone was required to wear a costume to work.... and I wore a baseball gal costume.. last minute arrangement so I tried to assemble one from my existing wardrobe . Thank god i got a bat. Don't laugh ..here's the horror... ------------>>>

I wanted to wear something scary to work that day .. that's the whole point of halloween right? Something like from Adam's family ..but I don't appreciate the police stopping me on the way to work ... at least I got a costume..better than my colleagues who wore only hairbands..

I promise to show my friends my pic ...hence this crappy entry ... not feeling well so I won't write much ... till then, take care my friends...especially SY ..rest ur hands ya!!