youtube destroy my life...

I should say, i have no life after youtube appeared.
I can't believe i've spent my these whole 2 weeks now just youtube-ing. My eyes is practically glued to it 24-7. I can do so much more these 2 two weeks after quiting from that miserable-shitty-piece-of-job-that-i-slave-over-for-10months. So much that i can do in these 2 weeks (eg: manicure, shopping, holiday, facebooking(which i never bother), clear my email, etc etc) but i spent all my time just youtube-ing. Sometimes, I just got to take a break cos my butt just couldn't take it anymore, it hurts from sitting too long. My sleeping hours went haywire. I slept in the morning or afternoon, and then in the quiet of the night, I youtube.
So anyone who called me out during these 2 weeks couldn't get me.
I have not been socializing. I've become a sosial pariah but i'm actually loving every minute of it.
I just basically pigged out in front of my comp, eat whenever i feel hungry and sleep whenever my eyes can't take it anymore. WHAT A LIFE...@_@.

So today, I'm taking a holiday from youtube-ing and instead update my long un-updated-but-definitely-not-forgotten-blog. I missed you...i seriously do. Though i still write in my diary, but it's not the same.

Youtube is kind-of like a drug to me..very addictive and since today i'm trying my best not to youtube, i'm not so sure what i should do after this .*GASP*! I think i should start a Youtubelics Anonymous group like those Alcoholics Anonymous. Oteoke-yo!

Life don't sux that much after all ...:D

When you see someone like Hyun Bin, what is there to complain? Seriously? Except maybe to say he'll never be yours no matter how much you fantasize..err.. adore him.

Being a fan of his, I can't believe that I didn't know that his new drama is out! It goes to show how long I haven't been surfing thru the internet and leeching from drama sites. And today,effortlessly, I FOUND THIS!!http://www.mysoju.com/the-world-that-they-live-in/

Muahahaha..so happieee!! To all my chingus, hmm.. no dinner dates for weeks ya! Don't bother texting me! MUAHAHHAHAHA! Hopefully this drama doesn't disappoint me like snow queen did... even with my eye candy in it, I couldn't finish watching it. Hyun bin *slurpsss*

Life-Sux-But-I'm-Trying-My-Best-To-Deal-With-It

Well I'm sure happy moments come once in a while so life doesn't sux that much but I actually don't feel entirely proud of my "happiest moment" so far. I want something more out of life. Or maybe I will never be satisfied when something better and happier comes along. If I wasn't asked a simple yet meaningful question the other day, I wouldn't have known that I have live such a meaningless life. "What is the happiest moment in your life?". Such a simple question but it bothers me.

AND RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT TODAY THIS WEEK THIS MONTH, LIFE SUX REAL BAD.
I have been told that I will get an early confirmation and in line to get a promotion, so how come I feel like crap? Wait, I know!! BECAUSE I don't want to get an early confirmation and I don't want to be in a managerial level in this company. I want to leave EARLY not give a 2 months notice!!!
AND F**K HR for trying to analyze my characters and all the "observations" that she get based on one phone call! A load full of crap. I'm so mad. I was thinking of giving a real sarcastic reply but I realise I don't need to waste my time on such nonsense. The fact that HR did not even ask for my letter of offer back and didn't realise my offer letter went "missing" after 2 months is pure craziness. They only realise it after the auditors question them and only come asking me do I have a copy of it because her copy went missing. PLEASE LAR.. you didn't even had a copy in the first place cos you never ask for it and I never gave it back .Simple as that. And so I don't really believe all those shit stuff that you try to sell to me cos I ain't buying.

Why do I have such bad luck in finding the right job??

On MC today...and a picture.

My office had a so-called halloween party last friday and everyone was required to wear a costume to work.... and I wore a baseball gal costume.. last minute arrangement so I tried to assemble one from my existing wardrobe . Thank god i got a bat. Don't laugh ..here's the horror... ------------>>>

I wanted to wear something scary to work that day .. that's the whole point of halloween right? Something like from Adam's family ..but I don't appreciate the police stopping me on the way to work ... at least I got a costume..better than my colleagues who wore only hairbands..

I promise to show my friends my pic ...hence this crappy entry ... not feeling well so I won't write much ... till then, take care my friends...especially SY ..rest ur hands ya!!

Demotivated

First of all, thank you to those who told me how nice all those pictures that I took in Krabi. I’m kinda proud about my lil small talent there although there’s some people who dice me when I get all fussy about my pictures. You know who you are right? Hehehe. I seriously got nagged about it. ;((

Anyway, I’m feeling totally demotivated right now. It feels like 4 days in paradise and now back in HELL. The dungeon of darkness. Surrounded by evil presence ready to prey upon unsuspecting creature. Wolves camouflaging as human trying to eat up innocent girl.Witches trying to lure people into eating poisoned apples. Shitty shitty place to be in.

I shall sleep it off and hope for a better tomorrow and lots of passion to get through another day.